I just want you to feel beautiful for once in your life
Hellowello world. (:Let's play pretend & we'll see this time who can last longer.So it's Wednesday today. I'm effin' tired & I wish I could sleep forever. =/ Hm school was allright, a little shitty though. Some things are just so screwed up. Zel didn't have school today 'cos it was some polling day I heard. Ho. So we left the house without her. Reachaed school around 650 & I saw potatohead. Fucking spoil my morning. Stupidiest guard ever. =/ Zenbaby's spoilt. :( :( (:( I just realised that last night while listening. Fucken heartbreaking but whatever. I'll bve using iPoddy instead. :) Heee. Qiaos came, Nette & Shantal. Mich skipped school. Sass & Yj came & afterwards, Best came. Same old routine everyday which hasn't change & I'm pretty sure it'd change some time soon. Just like human beings, everyone changes. Flag-rising & off to lesson. Bio first in the morning. As usual, nothing much. Sat around, did crossword puzzle. Crapped with Best. :D She's damn retarded la, gosh. But I love her anyhow! ;) Next was Maths. Got homework for holiday & talked to Qiaos & Best. :) Listened to Zenbaby & Mrs Ong keep coming in & outta the room. -.- Scare the hell outta Qiaos &I. She caught ValHu & ValTan listening but she said "Keep it, I didn't see it. Valerie, don't let me see it." Qiaos & I was just right behind them! Hur, scarrrrrry. Recess! :D Ate blur plate again. All of us had cheesytofu! xD Heh. It's a trend now. Oh & crossword puzzle too! Shyanie said I started the crossword puzzle trend. Hahah yeh man so proud of it. Cool people are we! :] Bought some snacks & went to Chinese class. Played Chinese Chess! Haha. The war one. So cute la. All of us don't know how to play so asked Lin laoshi to teach us. So fun, yknow. Need a lot of thinking la. :) Sass & Qiaos won the first game. I just sat there & watch. :) After that we had a talk by Mrs Das. About results. 4C is doing ever so bad. I realised our class is always the worst class in the NA stream. =/ Qiaos said that it was becuase our class is always the biggest class in NA, something like that. Ohwell, we just gotta buck up man. I'm gonna make full use of my June holidays. :)After school, I wanted to cab home initially but 119 came before the cab did so I hopped on 119 & went home straight. Wanted to get stuff but I was effin' tired & hot so I decided not to. Went home, ate, showered & went online for awhile. Went Compass @ around 4pm. Went to the library, returned & borrowed Unexpected Development & Rebel. :) Piano & I did well tday. Giga, Das Echo & In The Pink! Three pieces of the exams. I hope I can make it. :] After piano, went to meet baby @ the MRT exit. Baby's damn irritating la okay. We walked around the whole B1 for a damn long time & she finally decided that she wants to eat BK. -.- Gave baby the box already. :) She read it & uber happy. :] Sat & talked. Told baby everything & I felt so much better. At least baby knows how I feel & stuff. Phew, thank God for her. Hugs baby tight. After that, we went to Cold Storage! Haha I love marketting with baby. :) So fun! Now I know baby likes to eat what kinda food & baby knows about mine. Hee & I dropped her supa big hinttttttttt. -frowns baby if you don't get my hint, then I don't know what to do already. Hahaha. :]Went home around 630. Mom fucking lied la okay. She said dad's coming hiome so askme to come home quick. I should have just go home @ around 7. =/ Came ohme & online! :] Talking to baby now. :] I wanna get a webcam, right now. I'm saving money. Another 20buckeroos more to go. YAY Then I can webcam with baby everyday. Hahah so funnnnnn :] :(Face the fact, every human beings change. I don't like this, at all. Didn't I just said few days back that happy school days were what my friends made out of? But now, I find it meaningless. Perhaps not totally but I find it a little disheartening to go to school & face facts. Sometimes I wish things didn't happened this way. I wish it happen the other way instead. Then we'll all be happy, happier in fact. And I conclude that Love is something amazing yet it changes people. I guess there's a limit to everything. And I hope this would end prettypretty soon.And the fact is I would see less of you, less of her. It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry - 98 Degrees' The Hardest Thing. Tomorrow will be a better day, they say.Akiko; Haha I keep seeing you around but we just don't exchange hell. =/ Ha, I don't need it anymore sweetie. Thanks a lot yeh. You're ever so kind & helpful. :)
xxx; Seriously, tell me you're kidding. Who are you?Mich; Omg to think I'm in SJC for four fucking years!! Hahahaha thanks for correcting me. :) Come school tmr la, you're missed man!Nique; Yeah man. Changed my link yet!?Dad; Hey dad, I will. Don't worry. :)I'm out, I'll blog more tmr. :]I'll be going Cheena China on Friday. Morning flight. I'll miss blogging & the comments. And I'd definitely miss my blogskins mates, BestFriends! which includes Best, Sass, Qiaos, Nette, Mich & Shyan! Eliza, my ever so dearest lost twinnie!! :( My phone & the computer. :] And last but not least, my ever so loving babyboy, dearest one & only girlfriend. :)And that reminds me of this particular girllllll. =/Ugh !@#%$^%&%&^*))&*If the sun should refuse to rise
And the moon doesnt hang in the night
The tides wont changeSeasons rearrange
When the world is through,
I will still love you- 98 Degrees' Still :)Spare me just three last words.
"I love you" is all she heard.
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.<3.
8:38 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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